:: ____.oO sTufFiNGs Of liFe Oo.____ ::

:: Saturday, January 11, 2003 ::

The 19th year of my life is quickly approaching, and I wonder where all the years went. I'm not lamenting about aging. Not really. I'm only stating what I feel. It feels like the unlimited choices that I thought I had before college, are slowly, but surely slipping through my fingers. Do I regret about where I am now? No. I suppose I could have done "better," yet, I am far, far from being depressed about where I am now. I don't think my life has ever been so full of laughter or happy times as it is at the present. I definitely do get stressed sometimes, but who doesn't? Who could I possibly blame for the problems I have, but myself? Even in the past, I admit, I've created a lot of problems for myself. Sometimes, if I'm awake too late into the night, I start to think about the past, and the foundations of my mind that seem so solid during the day seem nonexistent. I think it's become easier to handle, but I'm afraid to think about how much longer it'll stay that way. Anyways... my mind is fried... as always... I know I've been babbling like a maniac... I think I'll stop now...

:: JustPeaches 5:47 AM [+] ::
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